Wonderful Memories

And so we met.

You thought I was too brave to finally agree to meet you all by myself. I also thought the same until I changed my mind to bring two of my friends without your consent. I felt awkward but excited to finally see you.

You were so masculine in your white polo shirt and faded blue maong pants. I was mesmerized by your two cute little dimples everytime you smiled. But good as I was in hiding my emotion, I know you never had the hint how I felt.

Twas 3:00 PM so I was not really starving. We just ordered 2 glasses of iced tea. You insisted that we order more but we politely refused.

Our meeting was just less than an hour because you also had to drive your mom home. But I guess, I talked that much (didn't I?). We bid goodbye bearing in mind we will meet again because you said so. And I was looking forward to our next meeting.

Just When I'm Ready, You Left

I never expected it would hurt that much.

I know I just took you forgranted. I was too pre-occupied by my plan to pursue graduate studies. I was too confident you'd just be there when I'm ready. But then, you left just when I am ready. How painful. How miserable.

It has been more than a year now but I could not say I have completely moved on. Many times I regret. I know this is not good for me. I should not be driven by my past. But it is difficult to just accept you are not really meant for me. Because I thought you were. . .

I wish to see you somewhere down the road. Not to interfere with your life now. Not to bring back the past. But to thank you that for once, I had your affection.